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Esther (Greek) 4:28-47: in context

28All Israel cried with all their might, for death was before their eyes. 29And queen Esther took refuge in the Lord, being taken as it were in the agony of death. 30Having taken off her glorious apparel, she put on garments of distress and mourning. Instead of grand perfumes she filled her head with ashes and dung. She greatly humbled her body, and she filled every place of her glad adorning with her tangled hair. 31She implored the Lord God of Israel, and said, “O my Lord, you alone are our king. Help me. I am destitute, and have no helper but you, 32for my danger is near at hand. 33I have heard from my birth in the tribe of my kindred that you, Lord, took Israel out of all the nations, and our fathers out of all their kindred for a perpetual inheritance, and have done for them all that you have said. 34And now we have sinned before you, and you have delivered us into the hands of our enemies, 35because we honored their gods. You are righteous, O Lord. 36But now they have not been content with the bitterness of our slavery, but have laid their hands on the hands of their idols 37to abolish the decree of your mouth, and utterly to destroy your inheritance, and to stop the mouth of those who praise you, and to extinguish the glory of your house and your altar, 38and to open the mouth of the Gentiles to speak the praises of vanities, and that a mortal king should be admired forever. 39O Lord, don’t surrender your sceptre to those who don’t exist, and don’t let them laugh at our fall, but turn their counsel against themselves, and make an example of him who has begun to injure us. 40Remember us, O Lord! Manifest yourself in the time of our affliction. Encourage me, O King of gods, and ruler of all dominion! 41Put harmonious speech into my mouth before the lion, and turn his heart to hate him who fights against us, to the utter destruction of those who agree with him. 42But deliver us by your hand, and help me who am alone and have no one but you, O Lord. 43You know all things, and know that I hate the glory of transgressors, and that I abhor the bed of the uncircumcised and of every stranger. 44You know my necessity, for I abhor the symbol of my proud station, which is upon my head in the days of my splendor. I abhor it as a menstruous cloth, and I don’t wear it in the days of my tranquility. 45Your handmaid has not eaten at Haman’s table, and I have not honored the banquet of the king, neither have I drunk wine of libations. 46Neither has your handmaid rejoiced since the day of my promotion until now, except in you, O Lord God of Abraham. 47O god, who has power over all, listen to the voice of the desperate, and deliver us from the hand of those who devise mischief. Deliver me from my fear.]

Facing the decree to destroy her people, Queen Esther does not go first to the king; she goes first to God. She takes off her royal robes, puts on the garments of mourning, covers her head with ashes, and pours out her heart. You alone are our king, she prays; help me, for I am destitute and have no helper but you. She confesses her people's sin, and pleads for persuasive words before the king she calls the lion, and for the deliverance of her helpless nation.

Before she risks her life stepping into the throne room, Esther kneels in ashes. Her prayer is striking. She names her utter helplessness, I have no helper but you, and reveals that the crown she wears means nothing to her, that her heart is not in the palace but with her people and her God. She takes no delight in her royal splendor, only in the Lord. The queen prepares for the king's presence by first humbling herself before the King of all.

Before I step into a place that frightens me, do I go first to God, stripped of my props, confessing my helplessness and my need of him alone?

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