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Reflection No. 1202 of 4322

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Acts 23:1-5: a reflection

1Paul, looking steadfastly at the council, said, “Brothers, I have lived before God in all good conscience until today.” 2The high priest, Ananias, commanded those who stood by him to strike him on the mouth. 3Then Paul said to him, “God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! Do you sit to judge me according to the law, and command me to be struck contrary to the law?” 4Those who stood by said, “Do you malign God’s high priest?” 5Paul said, “I didn’t know, brothers, that he was high priest. For it is written, ‘You shall not speak evil of a ruler of your people.’”

Standing before the council, Paul begins by declaring that he has lived in all good conscience before God. At this, the high priest orders him struck on the mouth, and Paul, stung by the injustice, responds sharply: God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! Do you sit to judge me by the law, and yet order me struck contrary to the law? But when those nearby tell him that the man he has rebuked is the high priest, Paul at once draws back: I did not know, brothers, that he was the high priest; for it is written, You shall not speak evil of a ruler of your people.

Notice how quickly Paul corrects himself. He had spoken sharply, and perhaps not without cause, for he had been struck unjustly. But when he learns that he has spoken against the high priest in a way that Scripture forbids, he does not defend himself or justify his words; he immediately acknowledges the Scripture and retracts. Even in the heat of the moment, even when he had been wronged, Paul was ready to admit fault and submit to God's word the instant he saw he had crossed it.

That is a humility worth imitating. It is hard, especially when we have been wronged and our words had some justification, to admit that we spoke wrongly. But Paul, shown that he had spoken against what Scripture commands, corrected himself at once, without excuse. When you are shown that you have spoken or acted wrongly, even in a situation where you were wronged, be quick to acknowledge it, as Paul was. Do not cling to your words or justify yourself when God's word convicts you; admit the fault and submit to Scripture, even in the heat of the moment. A readiness to correct ourselves the instant we see we are wrong is a mark of a humble heart submitted to God's word.

Lord, when Paul, struck unjustly, spoke sharply against the high priest, and was then told who the man was, he did not defend himself but at once acknowledged the Scripture and retracted his words. Give me that humility. It is hard, especially when I have been wronged and my words had some justification, to admit that I spoke wrongly. But Paul, shown that he had spoken against what Scripture commands, corrected himself at once, without excuse. When I am shown that I have spoken or acted wrongly, even in a situation where I was wronged, help me be quick to acknowledge it, as Paul was. Keep me from clinging to my words or justifying myself when your word convicts me; help me admit the fault and submit to Scripture, even in the heat of the moment. Make me quick to correct myself the instant I see I am wrong, with a humble heart submitted to your word.