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Reflection No. 350 of 4322

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Jeremiah 2:33-37: a reflection

33How well you prepare your way to seek love! Therefore you have even taught the wicked women your ways. 34Also the blood of the souls of the innocent poor is found in your skirts. You didn’t find them breaking in, but it is because of all these things. 35“Yet you said, ‘I am innocent. Surely his anger has turned away from me.’ “Behold, I will judge you, because you say, ‘I have not sinned.’ 36Why do you go about so much to change your ways? You will be ashamed of Egypt also, as you were ashamed of Assyria. 37You will also leave that place with your hands on your head; for the LORD has rejected those in whom you trust, and you won’t prosper with them.

God brings a heavy charge against his people through Jeremiah, and then names the thing that makes it worse. It is not only their sin, but their denial of it: yet you say, I am innocent; surely his anger has turned from me. Behold, I will bring you to judgment for saying, I have not sinned. What provokes God's judgment here is not merely the wrong they have done, but their flat refusal to admit it, their insistence, in the face of obvious guilt, that they have done nothing wrong.

Notice what God targets: the denial itself. The people had convinced themselves of their own innocence, brushing off any suggestion of wrong with I have not sinned. And that self-justifying denial is precisely what God says he will judge them for, because a person who insists they have not sinned has closed the only door through which mercy could come. There is no forgiveness for a sin you will not admit.

That is a searching word, because the instinct to claim I have not sinned runs deep in us. We minimize, excuse, reframe, and insist on our own innocence rather than face our wrong. But denial does not make us innocent; it only keeps us from the mercy that is freely available to the honest. God is not looking for us to justify ourselves; he is waiting for us to admit the truth, because honesty about our guilt is the very door to his forgiveness. Do not say, I have not sinned. Name the truth honestly, and find the mercy that denial keeps locked away.

Lord, your people insisted I have not sinned, and it was that denial you said you would judge, because it closes the door to mercy. Keep me from the self-justifying instinct that minimizes and excuses my wrong. Help me not to claim a false innocence but to name my sin honestly, knowing that honesty about my guilt is the door to your forgiveness. I would rather admit the truth and find your mercy.